Nothin’ Like a Little Inspiration

by hungryyogini on March 4, 2010

I’ve been excited about today since the semester started. It was the first day of our photography class, which is called Le Flâneur Reconsidered: Documentary Photography in the Streets of Paris. Insert gasps of excitement here.

 

I, of course, woke up at 7:00am in anticipation and like any dorky kid on the first day of school, made a delicious breakfast. You know…brain food.

 

I had some leftover steamed broccoli and caramelized onions and peppers and decided to finish off the rest of them in an egg scramble. Nothin’ like one or two servings of veggies to get your morning started.

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The scramble went perfectly with my GF quinoa bread (one slice with butter and Bonne Maman, and the other with a dab of almond butter).

 

With body and brain fueled, I packed up my bag (or should I say bags – purse, computer bag, camera case) and made my way to school. Obviously I was the first person there. Can you say dork?

 

Class was inspiring. My teacher, we’ll call her Dr. R, is free-spirited and contagiously passionate about all things photography…and well, life in general. The goal of the class isn’t so much to understand the technical aspects of photography, but rather to see things differently – to look for the untold story in the old man walking down the street, or the couple sitting in the cafe. The art in life I guess you could say.

 

As part of class we are encouraged to keep a journal. A say whatever the hell you want kinda journal – not one of those well this leather bound journal is just too nice so I have to say something profound or else kinda journals.

 

I couldn’t help but chuckle when Dr. R described it like this – I’m far too guilty of buying nice journals and never writing a single word because I felt like my worlds weren’t good enough to grace the pages of such fancy, overpriced paper. Pshhhh. Pretty darn stupid.

We talked a lot about having confidence when taking photos, and laughed when she described the worries of our generation. “You’re probably worried that you don’t have the right shoes on, or that something you say will be stupid, or that you might have gained a whole two pounds.” She made such a good point – we are so worried about how the world is looking at us, that we don’t take time to wonder how we look at the world.

Wisdom, my friends. Wisdom.

 

Everything she said hit home for me – I feel like I’m constantly caught up in worrying about silly things that don’t matter. Like, for instance, the fact that my body is a bit more, ahem, supple now that I’m here in Paris. Not because I’ve gained any weight, but I’m not practicing yoga as regularly and my body is changing. But it’s so dumb to worry about that when the Eiffel Tower is within spitting distance from my kitchen window.

 

And another thing – my future. Why am I so worried about what I’m going to do tomorrow, when I haven’t even gotten through today?

 

Well, I digress. But I felt liberated after listening to her talk. No more censor, my friends. I was on fire after her class, feeling totally inspired and wanting nothing more than to embrace that free spirit and just be. Like she says, “it takes some real ovaries to be yourself.”

 

Of course, all this inspiration worked up an appetite. My friend Jane and I wanted to continue channeling our inner artists and decided to head to lunch at La Rotonde, a famous cafe that is just a block away from school on the corner of Boulevard Montparnasse and Boulevard Raspail.

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It was frequented by many artists, like Picasso for example, in the early 1900’s along with several other cafe’s in the neighborhood. In exchange for coffee and baguette, artists would contribute paintings or drawings or whatever they could as payment. Unfortunately that system isn’t still in place Wink

 

Nonetheless, our meal was delicious. I had my first bowl of French Onion Soup that was cheesy and delicious. I also had a salade au saumon – raw salmon with purple potatoes, carrots, and onions and a light vinaigrette. So. Flippin. Good.

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My mind has been racing with ideas and thoughts since class today. I’m so excited for what the semester is going to bring, and even more excited to share some of my pictures. She’s given us several projects to think about – she wants us to develop a theme for our final project, kind of like a Paris through your own eyes thing.

 

Question: Do you keep a journal? If so, do you censor yourself when you write?

I’m so inconsistent with journals, but after hearing Dr. R talk today, I feel like I’ve been “given permission” in a way to just say whatever I want. She even mentioned she writes grocery lists on some of her entries, tapes certain things that catch her eye on some pages, and just writes whatever she is thinking of at the time.

It’s different with a public blog – it’s not so much a journal. I do try to write in a personal one every so often but always feel like there are so many rules! Ones that I’ve clearly made up for myself. Ones that I’m abolishing as of today Open-mouthed

How about my fellow bloggers? Do you keep a personal journal as well as your public blog?

I guess the bottom line is there are no rules. I like that.

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1 Kim March 4, 2010 at 3:45 pm

Great post!
I’ve kept a journal since I was, oh, 8 years old. I used to write long-hand and have pages and pages of journals at my parents’ house (in a safe…I’m a dork). Now, I keep my journal on my computer. I don’t censor at all. I used to use it all the time. I wasn’t very good with expressing my emotions, so I vented on the page. Then my husband found it on my laptop one day and he was appalled at how angry I was, when I appear so sweet on the outside. That was a huge turning point for me. Now that I’m more expressive, I don’t feel the need to journal much anymore. I mostly journal to capture events, in case I ever want to go back and remember where I went or what I did. But I’m not that emotional in my journal anymore. I guess I just talk about things in life now :)
My public blog is definitely thought-out and censored in some ways. It’s very open and honest, but I don’t just let it run, stream-of-consciousness style. I try to stick to some kind of topic. And I guess I do have to worry more about what people think of me. I’m not totally immune to that!

2 Heather (Heather's Dish) March 4, 2010 at 3:56 pm

you know, this was exactly what i needed to hear this week. seriously, it’s so crazy how someone halfway across the world can do or say something that touches me! anyway, i don’t keep a journal because every time I do it becomes just another thing to check off on the list and it’s no longer therapeutic. i have my blog, but more than anything i try to stay sane through prayer and talking to my husband and friends candidly about what’s going on inside of me. sometimes it’s ugly and i have to apologize for being ridiculous, but it’s so nice to have people love me even when i’m a huge brat!

3 Rachel @ Suburbuan Yogini March 4, 2010 at 4:01 pm

Oh La Rotonde – that place brings back memories!

I do keep a personal journal. I write 2-3 pages every morning when I wake up. I freewrite and see it as a place to get going for the day :)

4 jenna March 4, 2010 at 4:06 pm

i think a public journal should be fun and also inspiring for yourself. A public journal is definitely more censored. You don’t want to share your deepest possibley darkest thoughts with the world. Both are such a great resource for people to turn to! I love them! they are full of emotion and honesty!

oh my that French onion soup….swwooonnnning!

5 debbie March 4, 2010 at 5:27 pm

I use to journal….but not anymore! The fear was that someone would read it and then totally misunderstand that all I am doing is venting! So, I now vent to my friends and of course I pre-warn them that I am in a venting mood! I feel more support and more loved doing it in that fashion. I sometimes wish that I could be brave enough to write in a journal again….but I don’t think that will ever happen again….sadly!

I love the honesty and frankness of your new professor Dr. R! “No Rules”…..that’s my kind of thing!

6 Laura-Ashley March 4, 2010 at 5:58 pm

I have never been consistent with keeping a journal. As you mentioned, I always seemed to place little rules and limitations on myself whenever I wrote. However, in the last two years or so I have started keeping a sort of “journal” (a small black Moleskine) where I write all the random thoughts I have throughout my day – ranging from a good song I hear to a grocery list, a good recipe I come across or I even tape in clippings from magazines that I find interesting. If anyone opened it up and read through it though, I am absolutely positive they’d think I’m nuts. Oh well, that is the beauty of my “everything” book :)

7 Laura-Ashley March 4, 2010 at 6:06 pm

Oh and by the way, thanks for the response to my comment on your last post! I am definitely spending every free hour I have (and sometimes a few at work, oops!) researching different programs and options.

8 Casey March 4, 2010 at 7:49 pm

Your post today was inspiring! I can’t imagine taking such an interesting class from a teacher that can inspire such…inspiration. You made me think about life with fresh eyes. Thanks do much!

9 Sarah (Shep) March 4, 2010 at 7:56 pm

your photo class/professor sounds so amazing! one of my biggest passions is photography and i can safely say that taking 4 years of AP photo in high school only made that love stronger to carry me through these college years and onward after that. i have just recently started keeping a hand-written journal due to a family tragedy and needing another way to express my emotion, and it has helped so much! i think it depends on the person though. i love to look back and reflect on past weeks and see if i’ve grown from those feelings or not. looking forward to seeing how your photography progresses!

10 Kristin (Cook, Bake and Nibble) March 4, 2010 at 8:06 pm

I used to journal, when I was young. Now I wish I could still keep a journal- however life tends to get in the way. I have tried a friends/family online blog journal (aside from my regular blog) and I like expressing myself, but I still feel, as you do, that I am censoring myself in a way. I love to write as a creative outlet, but I’m still not 100% comfortable with being totally honest in my writing, even journaling. Maybe one day I will be, which I would like to. It is a great way to express my emotions! But for now, I will continue to plug along with my personal blog, try to make time for it in my life. And as for my food blog, I try to be as honest as possible because I feel it is (or I hope it is) one of my main appeals. I say what I want to say, whether you like it or not, and I am completely honest; even if it’s not what people want to hear.

I love your professor’s attitude! I can’t wait to hear more from her =)

xo
K

11 swimsutra March 4, 2010 at 8:12 pm

That class sounds really amazing. Almost more like a good for the mind/spirit kind of class. Seems pretty perfect for study abroad students, to have encouragement to journal.
I do paper journal and though I am coming to enjoy blogging as self-expression, I still do censor there a bit. In my paper journal, I am just more myself, more open. Honestly it is difficult to reread because I am really honest about my present thoughts, but the writing it down is so calming.

12 Nora@LiveLifeEatRight March 4, 2010 at 10:08 pm

Oh….beautiful, beautiful pictures! I am so jealous!

13 Maria March 4, 2010 at 10:49 pm

I have always kept a journal but I go through phases. However the past few years I finally learned to just write without thinking. Thats where you get to really know yourself.

14 Lele March 4, 2010 at 11:37 pm

I keep a personal journal… and I tend to only write in it when I’m in a horrible mood… should anyone ever read it (WHICH THEY’D BETTER NOT!) they’d think I was nutso!

15 Wendy March 5, 2010 at 4:48 am

We all need bits of inspiration in our life, and your blog is one to me.

During my senior year of college, I took a social justice course. A part of the class consisted of complete a standard wide ruled notebook (the kind you use in elementary school) with whatever thoughts you have. You can write about -anything-. I asked my professor if i could substitute my blogs, but he said the process of actually sitting and writing with your hand and let your thoughts flow through your fingers is part of the exercise. I didn’t understand it at first, but he was right.

Writing can be very therapeutic. And you have thoughts that never would’ve crossed your mind. They flow through you. It’s quite amazing. Even now, I still keep a journal, writing about whatever. It’s great therapy.

16 Beth @ DiningAndDishing March 5, 2010 at 10:51 am

I feel like your posts have become really beautiful since you got to Paris :). I love so many of the points in this one!

I keep a personal journal along with my blog. I do censor what I say here but my journal is my place to just get everything out…whatever it may be. I’ve had one since I was 12 and although I don’t write everyday it is something that is super important to me!

17 Jessica March 7, 2010 at 5:52 pm

Your teacher sounds SO wise! So wise.
I actually don’t keep my own personal journal, but wouldn’t censor myself if I did! Its my writing, to me–so i’m going to write whatever I want! :)

And your food photography just gets better and better each post! Looove that last breakfast shot, definitely made me stir up a craving for some eggs, veggies and almond buttered toast!

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